am i an idiot?

have u ever seen or heard of sum1 who actually makes a blog juz so tat she can post her comment?
i'll bet i'm the first...guess i'm either too emotional?n feels tat it's sth i have to do.
hey, but making m own blog makes me feel kinda proud of myself.
y? u might ask...well, tis is considered a rather sucess for a computer illiterate...T.T

though, personally, i did in fact have sum of my own reasons y i never thought of creating a blog.(never?)

1)my brother had once said tat once said tat once anything u put on blog is out, it's not a personal thing anymore, especially, for someone like me, who cant keep anything once i'm really mad n gets out of my mind, things might get out of hand. n so, i understood wat my bro mean.
2)there was once an article about internet flooding with blogs n ppl juz cant find the correct information.
i kinda agree. cause....sumtimes when there r assignments to do, n u have to find info's, typing it on the net is easy, but the reading part is a headache. u get pages n pages of anything tat has those words tat u typed in it n after reading, being dissapointed because those r not wat u want. the worst part is tat u stay up the hole night reading n reading n find nothing....make u, no mayb not u guys if u're used to these but it makes me feel like i want to cry...=p
3)the MOSt important one of all....my eyes....i hope to keep it in good condition till as long as possible. i mean ur eyes r going to be with u till the last days of ur life(how did i get here? y so negatif geh?) so i want to keep it in tip top condition...if possible. but frm wat i'm doing everyday now, during the hols, (reading comic on9, watching tv, dvd, youtube, anime's, n reading in the dark every moring[1-2am], spending time on coputers till early morning....ect...)is it even possible???

well, i'm not dicouraging u guys, i mean, since i have my own blog now....
it is i guess good to have a place to realease everything, bt not too much, cause, u dont know who's reading tis rite?

but, on the other hand, i guess it was also due to other causes,
my few other friends had for quite a while been naging me to create a blog...
but i guess i was juz plain lazy.