retirement

lol, i sound like a 55 year-old old lady. anyway, yesterday was my retirement as ajk PRS. it was rather emotional, at least for me, near the end of the event. but i managed to blink it away. i had plenty i wanted to tell during my speech, but i was lost for words. kinda regret it. i had so many people i wanted to thank, so many things i want to tell, but it never came out. i wonder if anybody will ever know how much i wanted to tell?

yesterday, was a slight disappointment. i expected only a small amount of members to turn up, but i was shocked to see only a few. even the group of form 3 boys who has always been rather active left halfway through the event....i guess the form 4's shared our disappointment. what happened to our club? where are the active members we used to have? have they left the club? is it the fact that activities aren't as fun anymore? or is it just how people don't like getting involved in what-seems-boring-but-not-necessary-is anymore?

anyway, i guess i just can't share cheng li's joy of ''i'm finally FREE!!!!'' it didn't felt like the end, it felt like the beginning of many more disappointments and good-byes.

i really truly hope the next batch of you do well. especially you, lim wai pheng, my successor... (did i spell your name right? x.x)

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oh, on Friday i went out with becca, hui li, and wan qi. my mom actually said no, but later said yes. so i met up with them after the movie.

shucks, missed the movie, i actually thought we were going for 3 movies? bah...