emo day

i'm back!!!! to save my blog from being further criticized by some human who complain that it's dead. it's not dead, NOT, so stop it, you're hurting IT =.=

anyway, since i'm blogging EARLY in the MORNING cause i was sleeping for....what? 5 hours in the afternoon? oh, and brother wants to claim credit for staying up awake with me. i was thinking, maybe i should update some stuff, like what happened during kursus asas PRS, PRS race( more or less like a less expensive version of 'the amazing race'), current life and the STRESS!!! gosh, with all those intervensi papers and diagnostic......what, are exams made to make student's suffer? cause they did a GREAT job.

firstly, about my curent life. what can i say? it's sort of unbelievable....not really in a good way....somehow, everything just suddenly piles up....i just can't believe how selfish people can be, expecially if it's a close friend whom you know ou'll never let go and continue believing in no matter how many times they unintentionally hurt you.

you know what, i just don't get it, i thought since young we were thought to treat people the way we want to be treated...so why am i scolded for no reason just by being caring? just by being what i think a good friend will do, i got scolded. and when i voice it out, what do people say? they say i shouldn't be caring and basically just shut my mouth. what else did i miss, oh yeah, i was also told that i should come to school every morning and give everybody a moody face. why? apparently, my happy, cherry, positive smile i hang on my face in the morning drives sleepy, not-fully-awake people mad.

so how would you feel my dear readers? when everything you try to do right i being turned up-side down? every morning when you come to school, full of hope, eager to meet your friends, you are greeted by moody faces who turn thier backs at you or scowl at you?

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ugghh, enough of all the emo stuff, sounds so not like me, which is why i found a great solution to cure emo-ness....sleep!!! ( works only for forgetful people and people who don't remember people's faults easily ) 5 hours later, you will probably forgotten why are you spending so much time on these kind of stuff and immediately forgive them....partly...and continue with your life.

now, for the more happy part!!!
PRS race!!! which was held last last saturday. li pheng and i were station masters at the mamak stall near the school. oh, and we had...worms.....big, fat, juicy, disgusting worms...*ngek ngek* too bad the pics are not with me, but when i learn how to get my chatbox, and how to load pictures here, i'll load them. =D

haha, the poor juniors sure had a tough time serching through the drains for pieces of paper while singing song, which puts 'twinkle twinkle little star' on the TOP of the list as the most popular song to be sang by all group members. *clap clap clap*

next up, kursus asas PRS. it's usually held later but we pushed it forward this year and had it last saturday. the attendance was a bit of a dissapointment but it was fun!! ( hey, when i check the paper later, i'm gonna strangle anybody who dares leave even 1 section of te pyramid blank, you understand? ) lol, kar men, thum and me were showing off our 'sunkist' tarik skills to pour all the left overs into bottles.

the exams were wacky, gosh, did they really study? but hey, no worries, if you're so worried about your test results, make sure your attendence is great and stay active, you'll be save ^^ the counselling part turned out to be more of a joke than anything else. what can i say, my acting sucks =P i heard kai li pretended to be a pregnant lady who was VERY emotional, lol, suits her so much!!!! right, jennice?

and that kinda concludes my current status, still me and am ready to face the world =D ...( by world, it doesn't include secnod term exams )


till then, liNg