i'm not doing enough

i'm doing too much

i should be doing more

i should just shut up

i'm sorry. :( i really am.

out of boredom, i read 70% i think of the notes posted by this fb user on horoscopes. it's amusing how they think everybody can be categorised into 12 group of people :-/ but i'm not denying that i found mine quite true o.O but i dont think it'll work on some of my friends. it's all boils down to whether u believe it or not.

but then again, those daily horoscope thingy? take it with a pinch of salt. they are almost never true. but maybe that's only for me.

you know in some countries, where they have these tv programmes and there will be a 'gypsy' or 'magician' or people like that hosting the progrmme saying things like

'i am now casting a magic upon you...'
*eeriee music*
'lfkhdjkjf.....' *host mumbles something*
'now, tommorow, you will recover from your sickness!!/ ur loved ones will recover from their sickness!!/ something unexpected will happen to you!!'
(or anything else equally dramatic)

next day...

host: ' we are receiving a call from a caller.'
stupid caller 1:' OMG!!! it really WORKSSS!!!! i was sick for a whole week! and after hearing ur program, i recovered!!! '
stupid caller 2: ' i never did believe in this kind of thing. but today, something really UNEXPECTED happened! my boyfriend proposed to me!!! i am soo glad i listened to ur program last night'
..........etc etc etc

and the list goes on.

are you really telling me you believe that??
do you know how many people propose to their loved ones everyday?
do you know how many of these people watch that particular program the night before their boyfriends proposed?

ALOT i tell you.

now, i'm glad to say, things like that lessened, cause people are smarter now.

anyway, things like that are similiar to horoscopes.

just because one person says it's true. it doesn't neccesarry means it's true.

:)

just a thought.

happy~

i'm a happy girl today :)

i have 3 dear friends who i'll be seeing later :)

one of them just left :)

and i had a fantastic time chatting with her :)

i'm just waiting for the second and the third :)

the second is going pyramid with her college mates :)

i haven't seen her in ages :)

i'm excited to get her sms to tell me she reached pyramid so i can find her :)

the third is a person currently appearing quite alot in my life :)

i have no idea what sort of relationship is this.. ._.

but i look fforward to seeing this person who promised to come :)

although it is way pass the time this person promised to come :)

i'm positive :)

therefore. :)

i'm a happy girl today :)

am blogging because my class starts at 3pm and i'm bored of FB :/

happy BELATED new year people~!!! xD

since i'm bored. i'll just summarise to myself what happened in 2010. ( since no one else probably knows this blog exist -.- )

i took up CAT course in sunway-Tes on slight impulse, suffered tremendously, passed and failed alot of papers, developed ege bags that wouldn't go away and got sick 3 times this year. that probably summarised it all.

but aside from that, i met fantastic people. during my first few months, i stuck close to a certain few people. i thought they were the kind of people i'm looking for. there was plenty of drama, and i wouldn't say i enjoy being part of it.

then, the second half of the year, boredness and longing for proper company as well as these people's awesomeness brought me close to another group of people. they not pretty, not fun, not glamorous but they are fun, sensitive, studius and happy.

how could i ever missed these people in my class who were just so plain awesome and made myself miserable from all that drama?

we chat, we play, we pranked, we go for outing, we cried, we studied and we cared for each other. i'm lucky they were able to accept me in so quickly, however, we seldom sms or chat on fb. basically, we meet and have fun. they sms each other alot, but i was seldom in the category as i was constantly out of credit. T-T but i wont complain, cause i ont c it as much of a problem. some friends are best kept for sms only, and some are meant for keeps :)

then, nearing the end of the year, in came another group of people whom i did not have the honour to remember all their names yet but they were kind and we enjoyed chatting and gossiping. BUT, some of them are not as easy to accept new commers as others and it took me awhile longger for me to know them and for them to know me.

i actually enjoy these processes x) they make me feel like i'm expanding my small world bit by bit and is seeing more of this world.

now, what would college life be without a guy or two to spice it up? ;) Notice i said SPICE? yeah, keep it that way, spicing things up and getting myself into a round of drama are 2 different things. i've seen enough drama to last me for a year. oh wait, it's a new year already, erm...i think i can take a bit more of drama this year ;D but seriously, there is this one guy, whom i wont mind being with :x ... if he is brave enough and know the right thing to do of course >< but i always wonder what is it that they see in me? or are they totally blind and just plain bored?

hmm, what else, guys, friends, studies.... ahhh, family :/

pretty uneventful. but my mom was SOOO cute xD the way she reacted when she saw my college mates? i'll remember it for life :)

i think... with time, my relationship with pc actually got better o.O despite not seeing each other often ( but we call ALOT ) and there's this slight changes. i realise i'm more of the person who consults than the person who goes to get consulted when i'm with pc now o.O wonder how that happened :-/ but other relationship like with, hl, becca,wq, jq, amy,jj,ying....has all either improved or maintened. except 1 particular person, of course :'( really upset about it still

as for me, i'm more of a shopoholic than ever~ but i still have bad taste. i buy on impulse so often! ><

that's about it~~!! till next time


xoxo, you know you <3 me~^^